Independence.

This word has been like a cult for me for sooo long, but it's meaning increased a lot lately. No threats, no worries, not being made to feel guilty. I  know the day when I'll be a legal member of the Independence is really close, and I know that it will be very difficult to cary this crown, but it could give me so much pleasure and satisfaction, that every effort is justified. Hurry up, hurry my darling Independence!